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Posted on 9/27/18 at 10:52 pm
Posted on 9/27/18 at 10:52 pm
A couple weeks from now marks a year ive been opiate free. The longest ive gone in 20 yrs. A little over a year ago i was on 140mg of methadone on top of about a half gram of serious dope a day. It can be done
Ive watched several people die in front of me. Pissed away a grotesque amount of money. broken my mothers heart repeatedly. Been to rehab 7 times. got loaded with a country music singer. spent 6 weeks in kennestone ICU in 2016. have redlined almost a dozen times. Twice in new Orleans. threw up in front of jimmy carter one time
Ask me anything. Ill be 100% honest
Ive watched several people die in front of me. Pissed away a grotesque amount of money. broken my mothers heart repeatedly. Been to rehab 7 times. got loaded with a country music singer. spent 6 weeks in kennestone ICU in 2016. have redlined almost a dozen times. Twice in new Orleans. threw up in front of jimmy carter one time
Ask me anything. Ill be 100% honest
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Posted on 9/27/18 at 10:53 pm to Faceplant
What’s worse?
Sucking a dick for heroin or knowing you sucked a dick for heroin?
Sucking a dick for heroin or knowing you sucked a dick for heroin?
Posted on 9/27/18 at 10:58 pm to Peter Buck
Well it was your mothers dick, so it raised uncomfortable questions. About my personal preferences a ambitious penchant for elderly women with gordita sized clitorises
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:07 pm to Faceplant
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threw up in front of jimmy carter one time
I'm very interested in hearing this story.
Also, congratulations on the upcoming year
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:15 pm to Faceplant
How many times have you known, deep down inside, you were dying, and accepted it, this is the end, seen the light, only to have it not be the end?
How many farewell letters have you written, only to retract them later, dig them out of your drawer, or fannypack, or wherever a junkie keeps his suicide letter. ?
And how has that shaped you as the degenerate you are today?
How many farewell letters have you written, only to retract them later, dig them out of your drawer, or fannypack, or wherever a junkie keeps his suicide letter. ?
And how has that shaped you as the degenerate you are today?
This post was edited on 9/27/18 at 11:17 pm
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:17 pm to deeprig9
frick I have to go to bed. Nobody post porn please, I want to read this in the morning.
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:20 pm to Faceplant
How did it all start? Was there an injury or surgery involved?
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:33 pm to Faceplant
I can add to the list of fricked up things you've done.... remember when I got you in contact with that Dr who post here and the reason of the your concern?
All bullshite aside, I'm really proud of the ya man. I know it's not easy and you have to be 100% committed to saying clean for it to work our. 99% wont cut it, that 1% will get you every time. I'm a little over 2 years clean now and life is great. First few months were hell though, my withdrawals were extreme and it was just from booze. Can't imagine how bad yours were. I was on pain pills pretty steady for 8-9 months I wasn't hurt just took em for fun. But man did I hurt like hell when I got off em.. once again, congrats my kneegrow.
All bullshite aside, I'm really proud of the ya man. I know it's not easy and you have to be 100% committed to saying clean for it to work our. 99% wont cut it, that 1% will get you every time. I'm a little over 2 years clean now and life is great. First few months were hell though, my withdrawals were extreme and it was just from booze. Can't imagine how bad yours were. I was on pain pills pretty steady for 8-9 months I wasn't hurt just took em for fun. But man did I hurt like hell when I got off em.. once again, congrats my kneegrow.
Posted on 9/27/18 at 11:52 pm to deeprig9
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How many times have you known, deep down inside, you were dying, and accepted it, this is the end, seen the light, only to have it not be the end?
Like i said. close to a dozen times that stand out. blued out like i called it. friends doing shitty attempts at cpr. we're talking since high school man
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How many farewell letters have you written, only to retract them later, dig them out of your drawer, or fannypack, or wherever a junkie keeps his suicide letter. ?
Wrong junkie, sorry
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And how has that shaped you as the degenerate you are today?
Im cool i think. just spent 2 1/2 weeks in a tropical climate where they had 40 a gram pure coke. was bored most of the time
Posted on 9/28/18 at 12:00 am to Whiznot
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How did it all start?
Great question. Idk really. played sports all through high school. always been a runner even now. when i really got into skating i guess. about 19 or 20. skate parks were rife with drugs in the 90s
Posted on 9/28/18 at 12:02 am to Spunky
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Spunky
Youre a good dude man. you have a good life. as it should be
Posted on 9/28/18 at 5:00 am to Faceplant
Congrats man
Posted on 9/28/18 at 5:09 am to Faceplant
I'm a big time lurker here and I remember the ICU deal. Glad you are good. On a side note, the things you have written here are pure gold and as a literary type I'd love to see them published.
Posted on 9/28/18 at 6:30 am to Faceplant
Once you reach the year mark, will you be allowed to legally adopt monteg?
Posted on 9/28/18 at 6:56 am to Faceplant
Going a year without is admirable. Keep it up. I have never been where you are but hope you win this battle.
My only comment is why didn't you puke on Peanut Jimmy instead of in front of him? Was your aim bad because you were high?
My only comment is why didn't you puke on Peanut Jimmy instead of in front of him? Was your aim bad because you were high?
Posted on 9/28/18 at 7:09 am to Faceplant
Congrats on the sobriety. My dad works with Talbot Recovery here in GA and its a growing epidemic in this country.
How do you feel about prescription drug abuse and big Pharm?
How do you feel about prescription drug abuse and big Pharm?
Posted on 9/28/18 at 7:26 am to Faceplant
Are you really an ex junkie or a recovering junkie? You need to be honest with yourself, before you can be honest with us.
Good luck on your path. I hope God gives you the strength and wisdom to guide your life on the golden path the remainder of your time on Earth.
Good luck on your path. I hope God gives you the strength and wisdom to guide your life on the golden path the remainder of your time on Earth.
Posted on 9/28/18 at 7:28 am to Faceplant
Have you stolen from friends or family to fuel habit?
Posted on 9/28/18 at 7:29 am to Faceplant
Did you start using because of Goff, Donnan or Richt? (or all or some combination of the three)
Posted on 9/28/18 at 7:45 am to Faceplant
Congratulations on your sobriety and I hope you are able to stay clean and live a long and fruitful life.
While I’m glad that you are healing your body, what are you doing for your soul? Have you considered that this life—even a long one by our standards—is short compared to eternity and that our sins put us at enmity with God? If so, have you put your trust in Jesus Christ as the healer of both the body and the soul and the only one who can reconcile us to a holy God who cannot even look upon our sins?
While I’m glad that you are healing your body, what are you doing for your soul? Have you considered that this life—even a long one by our standards—is short compared to eternity and that our sins put us at enmity with God? If so, have you put your trust in Jesus Christ as the healer of both the body and the soul and the only one who can reconcile us to a holy God who cannot even look upon our sins?
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