re: I want to be in a coma

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I can't take losing the girl I love.

She came over last night to catch up. No sex. Just held her.

Broken up a month.

She bought a one way ticket to Europe. Has a masters degree. Applying for jobs all over the west coast.

She's so beautiful and smart.

I texted another girl to come over right now. But it does nothing for how I feel. It makes it worse.

I want nothing more than to dedicate every breath to her for the rest of my life.

Being asleep is the only place with relief.

I feel like I'm drowning.

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