re: I want to be in a coma

You have to just go out a live your life. When I did my first deployment my ex wife left me when I still had three months left in country. Plus she used my money to pay for her boyfriends car payment and his rent. You just have to suck it up and move on. Life is a bitch sometimes an you just have to adapt and overcome. You need to move on because she apparently has and the longer you sulk in it the worse it will be. Jody is a a-hole and he snatched your girl just like he did mine and many others.
Go buy some beer ,listen to some Hank Sr., cry and get it out of your system.