re: Is Ms Garrison alive or not?

Yeah, please put suicide out of your mind. It is not the answer, no matter how bad you feel. Everyday that you live is another chance for things to improve. With suicide, that chance is gone forever. Eventually, the odds will be in your favor again. Good things will happen. I have been through some tough times. God has seen me through and I am grateful. If you haven't turned to God yet, you should think about it. Not trying to be preachy, but I really hate that you are going through all of this.