re: my ex left me again and its tearing me apart (Please give me some advice/insight)

Zero to three hundred real quick. Too fricking quick.

99% sure you're co-dependent on her. That's some hard shyt to break too. She'll try to come back before long. Sounds like you got burned hard enough to not take her back.

I know her. when we broke up the last time she said she checked her email daily waiting to see if I sent her something. When we broke up last year she had a right to be upset and vindictive imo. But this time it's been all her. She was going to use the Florida time apart to gain some respect for herself and her life. She proposed us moving to Hawaii this summer. No way she is going to Hawaii because she can't foot paying her own bills right now.

You know I want to talk to her when all my emotions finally die off. I know she owes me nothing. But i want to know why she did me the way she did. It won't change anything but it will just give me piece of mind and may be one day I will be able to forgive her. Not like that'll matter anyway

What's this girls phone number? I want to send her pictures of bratwurst. I have some rotten ones in my fridge from this summer that I forgot about.

I'd be willing to settle for email, or just give me the area code. I'm comfortable unloading my brats on half a state to get the right seven digits...I have unlimited text messages.

Again idk. 985-288 was the first 6 but previous to that it was 985-774

She probably got an Orlando area number now

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You know I want to talk to her when all my emotions finally die off. I know she owes me nothing. But i want to know why she did me the way she did. It won't change anything but it will just give me piece of mind and may be one day I will be able to forgive her.

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Why would you want to talk to her? You'll just get sucked in all over again. This isn't someone you dated, and it just didn't work out - that would be someone you'd talk to again. This is someone who is vindictive and evil, and someone like that you cut out of your life like a cancerous mole. You want to know why she did what she did? She sounds like someone who would behave that way just because they can. You will never get an honest answer, or even one that would make sense to you. And talking to her would never give you peace of mind.

Enough already, RA'd this piece of shite for anchor.

Some part of me just wants to know why she did what she did. I want her to be able to say she fricked up and she takes responsibility for it and maybe apologize? I know it's far fetched but I know I would. It would eat away at me knowing I fuxked someone over like that

I don't know if this matters, but I'm goin to reply anyway just for the sake of justifying me reading this crazy thread.

It's a tough lesson to learn, but it's for the best that she's gone. You screwed up by allowing this sociopath to wreck your life, and now you have to fix your life. Only you can control how you handle things going forward.

But remember, people will treat you how you allow yourself to be treated. You need to be the person you want to be. It doesn't matter what this person thinks or feels, anyway. They don't matter anymore. One day this will be something you look back on as an experience you grew from.