re: How am I supposed to feel?

That was 1990 when they last beat us.

And regarding the OP..I can't even wrap my mind around that. I don't think I could do it, honestly. Colors other than Garnet and Black irritate the frick out of my skin. I think I'd automatically think that ppl congratulating me on the Bulldog's win were being facetious and I'd spout off with something rude without thinking.

My grandfather graduated from the Citadel a long, long time ago and I tried to placate myself with the knowledge that, had he still been alive, Saturday's win would have made him so happy. But it didn't do anything to alleviate the disappointment and pain associated with that loss no matter how hard I focused on my grandfather's history there.